Leadership

On a previous Thursday I attended a leadership seminar at GBC.

Once Abe leaves, I am taking over Rock Solid (RNA) It is a scary thought to be honest. I have read a tonne of Leadership books, Picked Abes mind, Prayed loads (still more of that needed please) and tried my best to switch on my mind.

Joe is back from uni now. He has done Rock Solid since he was 15. He knows how the computer systems work and how the finances are managed. He wants to be a youth leader.

It really is scary. John asked on Thursday why some people are hesitant to become leaders. What was listed was literally everything that was and has been going through my mind. It made me laugh but also reassured me (moses and his resistance) actually that others go through it too. So yeah Joe might tick all the right boxes but God chose me.

I think God chooses the ones that are rusty around the edges because he can develop them more.

Im nervous just because I am in a postion where God can do great things but I am also in a place where if (or more appropriate when ) I take my eyes off of him I can do a lot of damage. Its really scary.

I really liked the Seminar. There were a good number of things I hadnt thought off that other peoples experiences had brought up. I think Gods got this.

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